00:00 Praise Jesus Christ of Nazareth. Brothers and sisters, today the power of Christ Daily 29-11-2015 titled how do you leave your first love? How do you leave your first love? The answer is slowly, step by step, you will leave your first love. When we
begin to live our first love, it will be slowly, step by step, it will be suddenly, it will be shockingly that we will know the devil is not going to come and tempt us on big temptation and we leave our first love. No, it won’t take place like that.

00:31 It’s slowly, slowly creep up on you that because I was meditating on these things and that’s why I know how it was happening to me. Slowly, slowly, brothers and sisters. That is my brothers and sisters today the power of Christ daily is asking how
do you leave your first love? And let’s make a note of this.

00:48 First of all, brothers and sisters, yesterday I was not altogether there because what happened was if I skips and whatnot. Yesterday I’m thinking and I do something in the night, chest congestion, phlegm, nose block and temperature, what have you.
And slight hurting in the chest because of the congestion.

01:13 Then I used to pray and then start taking a good one mineral lamp, some lamp on the back to start heating up and all that started clearing. But couldn’t sleep the whole night. So by the time when I came here, it was all in that condition.

01:30 And sorry brothers and sisters, there was not a smooth recording. But today, in the name of Jesus Christ, I’m here again. By mercy of Jesus Christ, when we do this, I pray I’m blessing this as a blessing to everyone, including me.

01:43 Amen. Now brothers and sisters, yesterday again we talked about certain things. How do you, how do you know? How do you get back to the first love, doing your first works? The scripture is very clear.

01:57 In Revelation 2:1:5, verse 5 it says, Doing your first works, do the first works. Now what is the first works? The first works is believing in the one whom he sent. Believing in the one whom he sent.

02:05 Now what is believing? Believing is first of all, not our shoddy, simple English. Believing is an Asian language. Greek and Hebrews are Asian languages.

02:22 Asian languages have far more deeper meaning and broader meaning in one word than what they say in English. English, believing is a very shallow word. Believe.

02:31 The Bible also says even the demons believe and tremble. So what the issue is believing here is clinging on to him. Clinging on.

02:42 We have to cling on to him. You cling on. Trusting him, Trust him, trusting him in everything, adhering to him, complying to his authoritative medication, authoritative prescription.

02:58 Authoritative prescription is the meaning given in the Hebrew for commands. Obeying his command means commands are turned to. One of the interpretation is authoritative prescription.

03:09 So we are taking the prescription authoritatively. He is given us with authority he has given us. So we take the prescription.

03:16 We trust in, rely on and have faith in Jesus Christ. Faith that his faith in his faith. His faith has worked for us already.

03:25 We just have to have faith in that. He did it. He will do it for us.

03:29 He will settle us because he did it. He has proven it. He died, rose again and sit right inside of Father God.

03:36 And we are in him and he is in us. And we comply. Comply to his prescription, brothers and sisters.

03:43 And then what is it now? Repent, he said. Always God gives us a way. Repent.

03:50 Nothing happens, just repent. Repent. Repent must be sincere.

03:54 Sincere repentance, not false. Vaya, repent and all that. It’s sincere repentance.

03:58 Not by repenting, just by the mouth. He says, be renewed in the spirit of your mind. Change our mind our way of thinking.

04:06 The first step to repentance is changing our way of thinking. Our way of thinking has to change our sinful behavior. We have to realize not deciding what is sinful with the word of the world.

04:18 What the world thinks is sinful and unsinful is wrong. What is sinful and holy or what is acceptable in the world is wrong. We have to go what is sinful and not sinful in the word of Jesus Christ, the husband of our soul.

04:31 So our thinking must change. And now also the Word of God says, everything may not be sin. Not everything is sin, but not everything is profitable.

04:42 Not profitable. So we cannot just do things or whatever we want to do. Consider Jesus says, consider your ways, not just do the way of the world.

04:52 What you are doing may not be sin, but it may not be profitable. In the end, who loses? I lose if I continue doing unprofitable things that are not of value, not of sound mind, just stupid things like Halloween, Halloween party. That’s actually
Halloween is to the demon devil.

05:09 That’s a bit more obvious. But if we go and do things the worldly way, again and again, it may not be sin, but slowly, slowly sin will come because we are following the world. But it is not profitable.

05:22 Don’t do anything unprofitable. God wants us to profit in our lives, to do well in our life. So Brahms to today.

05:28 We have changed from our inner self. That is by first changing the way our thinking. Thinking has to change.

05:35 That is be Renewed in the spirit of your mind, how to look at the word of God. To meditate against the word of God and against our conduct, to compare both and then begin to ask God, in the name of Jesus Christ, Lord, I don’t want to do this
anymore. In the name of Jesus Christ, I command my heart and mind to, to reject this.

05:52 Whatever we want to change, reject that. And then things begin to change. Brothers and sisters, today the question is, as I said, how do you live your first love? Step by step, slowly by slowly, it will creep up on you.

06:05 That’s why I tell you, you know, when I first became born again, born in the spirit, was born in the spirit and hardly a few weeks later, there’s a catch going on because, you know, people being huge amount of, serious amount of money people didn’t
pay me and I was suing them. Company, one company, huge company suing them. And then they are taking this turn and that turn and they’re lying and they’re cheating and everything was going on, all kinds of things going on.

06:32 Then finally, a few weeks later, there was a number of hearings were going on already and in between I was born of God. I became love of goddess inside my heart, love for others inside my heart. This Jesus changed me.

06:47 And you know, wonderful feeling, joy and peace. I was settled. I was not even thinking of the case.

06:56 So there was an arbitration going on. So we are in the arbitration room and the arbitrator was a very senior judge sitting down there. Sorry, not very senior, very senior law practitioner, very well known, renowned law practitioner.

07:10 He is a just man. He passed away. He is a very just.

07:15 And people have high respect for him. But when the thing was going on, suddenly I hear him say, you’re not entitled to anything. To me, you’re not entitled to anything.

07:27 And I started arguing with him. And then he said, I understand you had a lot of losses. I know you appreciate you had losses and all, but that’s how the law is.

07:37 Because the contract is worded this way and your law is this way and, and therefore you will not understand. The final point of law is telling me and I cannot take it because I know these people cheated me. Then I was so disturbed and distraught.

07:52 I was continuing again, we think finally he decided we may take a 10 minute break. 10 minute break. And then we went down.

08:00 I was standing against the railing and looking out the garden and I am distraught and destroyed, like, you know, very upset and how can it be? They did these wrong things and I suffered so much and lost losses and then again I’m suing them. People
think you, they’re telling you crystal, you’re seeing the big company, you lose, like you’re not entitled and this and that. And they, and they started putting everywhere notes, notes that they know everybody talking, you know, that I’m not entitled
anything.

08:28 And now I’m not entitled that I’m simply suing them and all that I’m a nuisance case. Then I’m here finish now. And I’m talking.

08:39 Remember this, A few weeks after being born again, I’m in Christ. The love of my first love is Jesus Christ. I talk to Jesus Christ all the time, you know, I’ll be talking to him and say, lord, what about this, what about that? I’m not talking to
him.

08:53 Lord Jesus, how, Lord, how Jesus, how These people are putting me into shame. My shame, my shame. What will I do? All these people think I’m not entire.

09:01 All people say I’m simply stewing. And all now they all believe I’m simply suing. How Jesus? My shame.

09:07 I was thinking of this and talking to him and then suddenly I see a vision of a cross. And in the cross a figure is that I know he’s Jesus Christ. I didn’t see the faith and all.

09:17 And under the words of whose shame are you talking about? Whose shame are you talking about? These words are running again and again. Whose shame I talk about, oh, my heart broke, my heart broke. I said, sorry Lord Jesus, Sorry Jesus, sorry Jesus.

09:33 He suffered. Now I’m thinking he suffered for me like this. I’m talking about my shame, my shame.

09:37 Jesus said, who shame? Whose shame? Literally in my soul I can sense so much shame. He took on the cross for me and now, now literally said what, Lord, I’m following you, I’m with you. And you are leaving me.

09:50 Like you know that. What my accusation really, isn’t it that you leave me, you’re not taking care of me and people are going to put me to shame and all that going on. And this was going under the cross and I broke down and cried, cry.

10:02 Now weeping, tears are falling on my face, falling, you know, And I’m thinking, sorry Jesus, sorry Jesus. Now I forgot about the case. I’m only thinking about what kind of nonsense heart have I got? What kind of nonsense man am I? He saved me with
this kind of suffering.

10:18 And now I’m bothered by his case. Yeah, it’s a lot of money. Who cares the suffering he did on the cross.

10:23 Now I forgot all about this case, all about the issue. I’m just so Distraught. I didn’t think of Jesus.

10:29 I didn’t think of Jesus. I was just thinking about myself. I was thinking of myself.

10:36 I’m just, sorry, Jesus, sorry, Jesus, sorry Jesus. All this I’m doing, you know, and then the. I felt a tap on my back.

10:43 My lawyer is there saying that, look, they didn’t. The judge already said, the arbitration judge already said, you’re not indebted to anything. Then people are willing to call it quits.

10:53 And you, you call off the case, they call out the case and they give you 10,000 ringgit for your troubles and all. And I said, no, no, I’m not even listening to no, no, no. I, I cannot, I cannot accept.

11:02 I already told Jesus, let His will be done. Let his will be done. Your will, Lord.

11:06 Sorry, Lord Jesus and all that. I’m not trying to fill all that. The lawyer.

11:09 I’m saying, no, I’ve told Jesus, let his let will be done. So I don’t, I don’t. He said, they’ll make you bankrupt if they charge you for the cost.

11:18 All this while they are a big company, they got big lawyers. They’ll charge you for the cost. The cost be hundreds of thousands of Ringgit and you can’t pay me, they’ll bankrupt you and all that.

11:27 I say sorry, sorry because I already made an agreement. Jesus will be done, Lord Jesus, I’m sorry, Lord, for offending you for thinking like this. I’m sorry, Jesus.

11:35 Let yout will be done. Let yout will be done. I’m sorry, Jesus, for thinking of my shame.

11:40 You took so much of shame. All that was going on earlier in a few minutes. Now this lawyer is angry with me.

11:47 He said, you’re mad, you’re mad. You know they’re going to make you bankrupt. That’s my own lawyer.

11:52 Thank Jesus. So we go back and sit down and then I’m just thinking of Jesus. What a kind of heart I got thinking of my shame instead of thinking and meditating on what he suffered for me.

12:03 And you know, can you imagine? He gave me peace, you know, I was dying there and he gave me peace. And all this forgotten. I’m only thinking of this miserable case now.

12:13 Yeah, it may be a lot of money, but who caused the problem? I caused the problem. I didn’t go to Jesus before when I did this business and all right, no, I’m just thinking of this. I’m so broken, broken, broken for having done and thinking like
this, not thinking of Jesus Christ.

12:30 Then suddenly I hear the judge, the arbitration judge, arbitrator says, but you’re entitled to this portion. And then I opened my eyes. The other lawyers, the other side and the CEO of the other side standing up and arguing, arguing with the lawyers
are saying the CEO was sitting on the shot, arguing with the judge, now the arbitrator.

12:55 And I’m just listening. I couldn’t understand because I’ve not been following him. And then I followed through and no, there’s something entitled here.

13:04 And then that the judge found in our favor. If in my favor and awarded quite a bit of money, then I settled my debts and my children’s education and all that, you know. And.

13:17 And can you imagine? In a matter of 10 minutes, the whole thing changes. The whole thing changes What Jesus Christ intervenes. But now if I go to Jesus Christ with an intervention, he will come and intervene for my case.

13:31 He will intervene for the case. It may not happen. How it happened is I let his will be done.

13:37 And now why I do not want to think about myself anymore. When I started doing that, Obviously what has happened is his will is the best for us. Even if the case there I was not bothered the case anymore.

13:48 Even if they found against me and all I’ll just stay quietly and go. Because I was so distraught, I was so broken of not thinking of Jesus Christ suffering. I was only thinking of my suffering, which is rubbish, which is too minuscule compared to
him.

14:05 So therefore this thing. But it turned out of favor. But I’m telling you, if it didn’t turn, I’m not bothered.

14:12 I was not listening at all. But can you imagine the miracle? Jesus can do anything. The same man who said I’m not entitled to anything, now he says I’m entitled to something somewhere.

14:23 And then that thing turned out to be Captain Church. Brothers and sisters, we lose our first love step by step. That is why we have to meditate on the suffering of Jesus Christ and his love for us, his love for you daily.

14:41 And then say, I will trust you, Lord, I must trust you. I must trust you. I must trust you.

14:47 In Jesus name I command my heart and mind to trust Jesus in all things, not my mind. Slowly, slowly the cares of the world take over. And we make decisions according to what the world wants.

14:57 For instance, when we first learn you can lay hands and cast out the pain and rub the knees or whatever, and put hands on stomach and pray. Stomach pain to go or back pain to go, or whatever we will do. After a while, step by step, we forget about
it.

15:11 We will begin to reach for the ointments. Why we have forgotten these basics. We forgot step by step.

15:18 Now step by step we forget to ask Jesus Christ what we are supposed to do now. And we dare not pray. Let your will be done.

15:24 Many dare not pray. I pray that let your will be done, Lord. Let your will be done.

15:28 Because also the teachings and the churches and the world and all that we will do, I will do, I will do. And God will come and help me do it. Not true.

15:39 You are required to do. I am required to do what? God’s will is not what we think is our will, what our desire. And then let Jesus come along and help us.

15:49 You see, that’s actually demonic logic. Jesus is not our ATM machine or Jesus Christ is not our helper or our servant. He is the King of kings and Lord of lords, the owner of the universe.

16:02 Everything was made by him, through him and for him. And he gives us mercy and grace and saves us. And now he gives us power to overcome Satan.

16:10 So we have to do what he tells us to do. We have awe and reverence for him. And if we can come to the point, including me now, if I come to the point again, how my heart was broken thinking of how Jesus suffered, that would be the best place to be.

16:25 Thinking how he suffered and really anguish how he suffered. Sorry, Lord. Sorry Lord.

16:32 And then we don’t think about ourselves. What will happen is when you think of Jesus Christ suffering, you’ll forget about your own suffering. And then in the name of Jesus Christ, we ask, in the name of Jesus Christ, I ask the Holy Spirit to make
us all do what Jesus Christ wants us to do.

16:47 In the name of Jesus Christ, ask the Holy Spirit to convict us whenever we are not turning to Jesus Christ. In the name of Jesus Christ, I pray. Amen.